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Will be putting this blog on a hiatus from now till end of A Lvls.
Haha, just to share with you guys some important dates. It's my first paper on

9NOV

And of course, the most most most important day on Earth is

20NOV and when the clock strikes 4:45pm

You know why : D

Meanwhile, thanks for your support all these while !!
Until then, I'll miss you guys.

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我只是突然有点想念你。
已经有一段时间了，但在做某些事时，仍是会想起我们的点点滴滴。
你应该全都忘了吧，全都丢掉了吧。或是偶尔会想起？
已经好久没听见，看见了。但是心里隐约还残留着你在我身边那逗留不去的感觉。
哈。你绝对不会想起。我应该从来没有重要过。
但对我而言，你曾经是重要的。

谢谢你。祝你开心。

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I always thought she's over exposed. But still, hahahahahahaha.



At least she's unpretentious.

Night dudes. Sleep early or you'll look shingz-ed up !

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当所有变复杂变难懂变苦涩

你流的泪水是不是真的

看自己变复杂变自私以后

简单的快乐怎麽不见了

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It's intricate it's simple.
It reflects, it shines.
It's unpredictable, it is hope.

It is beauty -

And that's what I love about nature. It's just like us(:

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回到最初 - 蔡淳佳
作词 李志清 作曲 林俊杰

最近都流行粉紫色
最新最潮的都有了
为甚麽富有了甚麽都不缺了
简单的快乐会不见呢

为生活盲目的跑着
为爱情又被伤害了
当所有变复杂变难懂变苦涩
你流的泪水是不是真的

能不能回到最初最自然最灿烂的笑容
没有钻石的爱情我也会被感动
让自己放空恢复漂亮的脸孔
你吻我一下脸就红就

回到最初最晴朗最开阔的天空
搬走摩天楼别挡住彩虹
我崇拜的英雄和最爱的卡通
全都出现在今夜的美梦

为生活盲目的跑着
为爱情又被伤害了
看自己变复杂变自私以后
简单的快乐怎麽不见了

能不能回到最初棉花糖在手中的笑容
钻石换不了爱情的心动
让自己放轻松
什麽都能想通
说爱你爱我脸就红

回到最初再也梦不到的梦

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HEYO PEEPO : D

Hahaha, I just got home from dinner with Bro, like we always do on weekends. Did a photoshoot this morning for publicity for a future event. Kinda tried out a different style from before. Unlike past photoshoots, this time's shoot isn't about smiles and cutey poses. Most shots taken were either stares or half smiles, and this time's poses were much cooler and mature. No more tweezes, smiles, act-cute poses or whatever nots. I've got no idea how the pictures turned out cause I haven't managed to look at them.

Shoutbox's down for an I-don't-know-why reason. But thanks for the nice comments and for keeping this place aliveeee(: Haha, my apologiesfor typing such a long post previously, I wondered which ones of you actually read the whole post. But well, I just had too much to say. Anyway, grad pics are on Fb, I'm lazy to upload here. Hahaha, meanwhile, pls just comment at the comments tab while I fix Shoutbox aye ?

Cheers.

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It was common to see girls sashaying their way around in school, from one lecture theatre to the other or from classroom to the void deck. Many of them, being mixed blood, have eyes twice the size of mine, names twice the length of mine, locks of hair tied up in a fashionably sensitive way, and best of all, features of Barbie the doll. The Indians, blessed with deep set eyes, sharp pointed noses, and exotically high cheekbones, looked like they could star in Bollywood.

However, over the years, these features of college students have somehow translated into negativity. Arrogant, haughty, superior, cocky, clubbers. These are words commonly associated with ACJC. All I can say is that we're a misunderstood bunch. Somehow, the public seem to have equated being wealthy with being arrogant and superior. Yes, our students do club and go wild, but doesn't the fact that we've maintained reasonably well educational attainment suggest that we've studied as hard too ?

Of course, days in school aren’t totally smooth sailing. I’ve had my fair share of down moments too. I recall the culture shock that I underwent during the first few weeks in school. Coming from a secondary school which embraced Chinese values and tradition, life in AC during the first few weeks was admittedly tough. But the people I met in school made me fit in with greater ease and soon, I started to enjoy school life a little more. Academically, I’ve never been a strong student. Always average, or below average. But friends and teachers were always there to guide. Conduct wise, haha I wasn’t anywhere near top-notch either. Dentention class was something I frequented, most of the time for being late. Back gates, side gates and whatever gates, I’ve climbed them all before. I’ve skipped countless lectures too :x These are definitely not things that I’m proud of, but yeah, they’re small pieces of puzzles that somehow fit snuggly and formed the cosy parts of life in AC.

A big hug to Eve, Bel and Karen, for making my experience in 2AA1 such a unique one. You guys are the ones I spent bulk of school time with. Will never forget our stupid jokes, insane gossips and our endless failed attempts to study during breaks. And of course, for keeping notes for me whenever I wasn‘t in school, teaching me stuffs and being such awesome friends(:

Not forgetting the teachers as well. They’re a cool bunch too. I mean, where else would you find teachers hanging out in town, or sun tanning at Sentosa straight after conducting lectures ? Where else would you find teachers laughing and chatting louder than students in the canteen ? Fun aside, they’re passionate as well. Always so patient and willing to arrange consults with us. I can still remember how tcc even insisted that I consult her for clarifications during the CSS period even though I had no questions at all.

Also, the adorable canteen store uncles and aunties are memorable. I won’t forget how the Yong Tau Fu auntie disallowed me to buy Tom Yam during when I was competing in CSS, for fear that it might affect my voice. How the chicken rice uncle stuck CSS posters at his stall. How the drinks stall auntie ALWAYS asked me the same question about me starting up a singing career whenever I patronized her stall. These seemingly insignificant interactions have sub consciously made my breaks so much more pleasurable.

Parents too, have been the invisible backbone of the school. Rushing down from work to college every evening to whip up fantastically delicious dinners for students who stayed back late in school to study. Pastas, clam chowder, sandwiches, muffins, desserts. Even Shangri La’s hotel buffet isn’t comparable to these home-made and heart felt meals. Best of all, they’re served by the parents themselves. College felt like home.

Looking back on the days in ACJC, good or bad, the memories remain close to my heart. From Day 1 of orientation to the last day of baccalaureate service in school, so, so many things have happened and we’ve braved through them all as a school, as a class, as friends and as individuals. Words are never adequate to express my feelings. And I guess I do love AC afterall. To sum it up, we’ve grown, and we’ve matured. We represent the faces of joy and hardwork. We've played hard, worked hard and studied hard. We are the different flavours of life.

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Hello dearest !

Haha. Sorry for the lack of updates ! Really, really busy these days ): Am currently typing this in lightning speed : D while printing other schools' prelim papers online. Hmm, let's see, I've got 10 schools to print. And I'm only at the 4th school.. So, still a long way to go ! : D

Hahaha, is it me, or am I using too many exclamation marks and smileys today ?

Anyway, attended Bro's uni graduation the previous Friday. Took quite some pictures that day too. But but but, our few-months-old camera, just like any other modern human being today, is no longer as durable as before. Somehow it decided to hang itself, and is now in what I call the "exorcised" mode. I can't seem to access any of my stored pictures. Predictably, I couldn't upload them as well ): Will try to get it fixed asap aye !

Thankyou truckloads for the lovely comments and Fb messages. They were really encouraging(: If you haven't realised, I still do read the tagboard even when I don't post.

This coming Thursday's the last day of school before we're all on our own self-study break till A levels. Last day of school. Can you believe it. No more detention, no more skipping lectures/tutorials, no more canteen food, no more uniform, no more chapel. OMGGG. Scary.

Goshhh I've got sooo much to blog but lappy's battery life is shortening day by day ! ):

Will do a more proper post after Thurs aye ! Cheers cheers bye !

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You know what. You should stop hugging on to the past like a bear. Move on will you. It's been so long so stop blaming. Study hard. Love your Mom. Work hard for something. For the first time at least. A goal. An aim. You can't be stuck in this slump forever.

It takes more than a good memory to have good memories.

I don't want to see you like that. So get your ass movin'