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To a certain degree, this relates to me.

Hello.

A few days ago,

bro told me that if someone truly loved you,

it'd be so heart breaking and tedious for him/ her

that it'd be impossible for you guys

to remain friends after a break up.

At least not immediately after that,

maybe after a year or two.

I'm not sure how true that is.

But it definitely applied to me.

It hurt like mad to still be constantly in touch with you.

And it's still weird to see how normal and happy

you behave around me now that we're friends.

Maybe you've never loved me as much as I loved you.

That's a thought which always lingered in my head

throughout the one and a half years we've been together.

And even till today.

Even after we've parted ways.

It is something I'll never know.

Something I'll never have the courage to ask you.

Maybe even something you can't answer.

And therefore I shall stop asking.

Because it always leads me back to this 

petrifying vicious cycle all over again.

And even if it's true.

So what.

I am never going back there again.

Never.

I know I've put this blog on a break.

Which is why I'm posting here tonight.

Hoping that no one,

or at least, lesser of you are reading this. 

Because I would never have written such an

intimate, brutally honest post.

I miss you.
And I still love you.

But.

Goodbye you.

Goodbye our fond memories.

Goodbye, attachments.

Goodbye.

And.

Hello

:')

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Things to do tomorrow:

Things to do tomorrow:

1. Get up

2. Survive

3. Go back to bed

最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独

感情很容易毁了一个人

断了的缘分

我学会下次更狠

你留下来的垃圾

我会丢弃

费心你就不必

你还是要幸福 

你千万不要再招惹别人哭

所有错误从我这里落幕

我们一起 只有 铭心 刻骨

你还是要幸福

我才能确定我还得很清楚

确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅

 现在开始 这一切都结束

你如果很幸福

半夜的简讯你就无需回复

因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处

我也 能有

最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独

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You can say sorry a million times.

Say I'm special as much as you want.

But if you don't show it,

then don't say anything at all.

Because your words don't mean a F.

3D Creative Eyebrow Embroidery

Got my brows done at Ooh Carol, Far East Plaza Level 5.

It's a small, old little shop, owned by 2 Chinese ladies.

It's called 3D creative eyebrow embroidery.

There's tons of info on the web, check it out.

I've read many reviews before deciding to do this.

All of them told of the experience as almost, if not completely painless.

But still, it was slightly painful for me at first.

Once the numbing cream set in,

you could only feel plucking sensation,

but no pain.
The whole process took abt 45 mins.
I was given 1 complimentary touch up session to be redeemed within the next month :)

My brows were very red and thick on the first 2 - 3 days.
They subsequently faded over time.
I was told that it takes 1 week for the redness to subside completely
and the full effect to set in.
Pictures are taken on the 4th day.

Righty mighty!
Gotta head to bed before another presentation later.
Tough life.

Check out my nude-colored nails yo!

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